Yesterday i went for the service, the speaker is Pr.Tan Kim Tai... The service is whole day...after the service,some of them went for supper...maybe wanna celebrate elaine's b'day..ww,wy and me and also my family, surely we went back home la...always like that de..T.T
Like that already feeling not so nice already, and yet i lost my water bottle!!! That water bottle is free...people give me as present...haix...now all gone, no more free water bottle...haix!!!!!
Today, i go to church. I'm in charge of the LCD...when i was doing the LCD, the "pointer" suddenly no battery...haix... then i have to change the battery... and then,i went to Sunday School to help. When i'm teaching the kids about orderliness, i felt like i am v.s**,i think no one understand what am i talking about...i felt so hurt....althought i look like nothing..but i really felt that i am not good at teaching...haix...
During the love feast...i sit with nicole,aunt hooi sue, zoe, melc and john...when i sit over there...haix...everyone know la,surely kena shoot by everyone of them..accept aunt hooi sue...she is so good...but, i heard 1 thing v.suprising me...that is she think it is my "fault", and i think is her "fault"...haix...why become human got so much stress,problem...
After the love feast, we sit in the sanctuary, to discuss the JF Anniversary... actually we're not discussing, we just a few persons sit over there discuss about the movie we are going to watch on Friday and the transport problem...
During the discussion, i felt so stress about something...i need to do a dicission...arh... i felt so stress..i hate to do discission...That feeling really not nice...haix..
When i came back to home..after watching the TV show, i went fot a nap...Now, i m typing the blog...one thing i can make sure that is i feel v.stress today..i dun wanna think so much...but the problem keep on coming out...ugh... i hate this feeling ...i dun like it... hope through the movie, i can forget everything ... EVERYTHING!!!! urgh!! i hate it ...Hope that the problem of RBT will go away....go far far away...
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